crystal_realitybites

*Don't give up on your dreams. You'll just be so bitter you'll end up destroying everyone...

-one tree hill


*If you care for somebody then respect them enough to tell the truth.

-desire: table for three

i've turned into someone i promised i would never be. i've done so many things i told myself i wouldn't do. i've said words that i never imagined i would be able to say.. and i've messed up my life to the point that i could never look back. . .

i just wanna say "hi!" to everyone!=) wow, it's been a long time! in fairness, namiss ko ang LJ! haha i'm just really busy will school stuff..haay..
til my next post! ciao!=*

these are the times you'd wish you were dead...

so you won't feel anything...

wow! it was such a wonderful night! 6cycle mind, join the club, and omg!.. sandwich!!!! yesterday was the general assembly of the CBA (college of business administration) students. kahit na CLA (college of liberal arts) ako, nanood parin ako! haha. anyway, handsdown to the 3 bands! it was one heck of an amazing time!!=) gasgas na lalamunan ko kakakanta and kakasigaw! shit, i just love them all!=)


singit lang...
a big wave to my friend "raymond salas"!=) ang lalaking hilig basahin posts ko! haha=)

can i just say...

bullshit!!!!

damn it!!!

fuck this stupid life!!!

i'm just so overwhelmed by this feeling!!!

i feel so stupid!!!

yeah, i do...

i'm hurting yet i know i shouldn't be...

i'm powerless, i can't help but feel blue...

it's like every inch of my body is beginning to feel numb...

like i wanna breakdown and cry...

i thought i'm almost over you... but i guess i'm just not...

not over the fact that we're not meant...

not over the fact that you'll never see me as i see you...

not over the fact that i love you... and you...

you'll never say you love me too...T_T

She was the one
Who made you cry
She was the one
Who gave you all the lies

I was right here
All the time
It's too unclear
To think you'll be mine

You didn't know
How I really felt
It doesn't show
Cause it's her who made you melt

She left you alone
With nothing more to say
You called me on the phone
You thought your heart will mend this way

I don't understand
What your intention really is
You gave my hand
You gave all the bliss

I craved for so much more
Of you inside of me
You walked out the door
I lost my dignity

Now we're both broken hearted
You love her and I love you
We're back to where we started
And yet we don't have a clue

~mhing

I gave him my heart, and he took and pinched it to death, and flung it back to me. People feel with their hearts, and since he has destroyed mine, i have no power to feel for him...
-Wuthering Heights

You long for dreams to come true, but there's always something standing your way...
I'm worried about a feeling of emptiness which I can never dispel, and at the same time, my heart is swollen with a love of sorts, but I can't release it...
Real life is never the way we want it to be...
Suddenly I felt like crying. Everyone has an urge to cry at times. Even God...
Ever after, when his angelic face flashed before me, I just wanted to collapse behind closed doors. When your heart bleeds, it can bleed badly enough to kill you...
When someone you love leaves, you can cry out all the tears in your body, but he won't come back. He's gone forever, taking with him your broken memories, reduced to ashes, and leaving behind a soul, alone...
-Shanghai Baby